||[Mar. 10th, 2011|03:55 pm]
Yep. I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna post.|
This feels so strange.
I used to blog at least once a day. About anything and everything.
Now that I've gone without it for so long
I feel like I've lost part of myself.
Seems sort of lame to say, 'cause I know it's just a blog,
but it's how I used to gather my thoughts at the end of the day.
I feel like reflecting and commenting on my own daily happenings
really allowed myself to be chill. Venting does that, y'know?
And I mean, I would share just about anything.
Now I feel like a closed book. Sometimes I don't
even know my own thoughts.
With that said, so so so so so much has happened
since the last time I posted.
A lot of things have changed. I've changed.
I'm not sure if it's for the better or worse. Soon I will find out, I hope.
But my life currently consists of taking
four classes Monday through Thursday,
and working at Pet Food Center Friday through Sunday.
It's not bad. I mean, I can't complain.
I make just enough money to get by,
with my parents help. I failed last semester due to lack of attendance,
but this semester I'm all A's and all ears. Back to my roots.
I'm also currently living in a really shitty apartment
and searching for a new one.
There are two apartments in Owensboro I really have the hots for,
one in which I probably can't afford. The other is occupied.
Finding a place is hard. I don't want to live in another crummy apartment complex.
I've been searching odd places for cute apartments in big, cute buildings.
I also have to make sure pets are allowed. I miss my kitty, Sushi.
He's currently residing at my parents' house.
I never thought I'd see a cat running around in their house.
I also never in a million years thought
my mom would not only tolerate a cat
but like a cat. I mean, a lot. He even sleeps with them sometimes.
But I want him back.
Oh, and my job has gotten a lot better.
With Tarren, Brooke, and Brittany there,
work really is cake. And enjoyable. But I guess cake is enjoyable.
Aside from being a cashier and having
a crappy manager and district manager,
the place is great. Or, the animals are, anyway.
The district manager, by the way, says my hair
is "unacceptable for the work environment." Really?
It's reddish-brown with blonde highlights.
Seriously. I (sort of) understand my nose ring being a bother, I mean,
from an older Catholic man's perspective, but my hair? Nu uh, honey.
Anyway. So after this semester I have one more left
to obtain an Associate's thanks to failing last semester.
So I suppose I'll stay here in Owensboro one more year
and then start working towards my Bachelor's Degree
somewhere (probably Louisville) in the Fall of 2012.
If the world doesn't end, that is.